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a vanishing art 
you could vanish anywhere 
I choose the garden 
golden and golden 
next ages are 
in steam the train departing 
go down to the woods today
to clockwork gone 
and to taking apart 
I, myself, a hobby
you could go anywhere 
it is an art this vanishing 
just a little cough could take  
so much of life is microscopic 
even especially the news
could go to the moment 
see into the atoms of air 
you know where I have gone already
so many mysteries are told 
down in the valley 
piping wild 
with a song 
for from folk there 
you could vanish anywhere 
please choose to be 
it will be so
much by moon
this blindness 
love! so generations lost 
hate equally!    bare knuckles to
have you found the one needs no encouragement? 
that one's in the grave
many have just bundied off 
many are eaten alive 
some eat dog as dogs do 
some sink in a city 
some soar beyond clouds 
all gone
the hundred billion of my kind 
and every year we're ever so many 
eat almost as many 
of others
unkind! 
perhaps if just 
in the garden we grew 
as a single thought 
will grow into time
trying to answer 
one question will do 
o happy vanishing that way 
lives not lost 
but we all find 
in our hearts 
the thanking time 
someone wrote the wrong word down 
followed along that trail 
you could go to the moment 
say here say now
could simply walk 
into the past, to the future 
an instance of silence 
is that the rest?
and pain – 
so many ached away 
till they were gone 
take these wonders 
follow a sign 
obedience is a great killer 
something comes from nowhere 
doesn't it follow 
lightning will strike me?
ah but
I will go faster than light 
shorthand for glyphic 
that's where I live 
I painted a way in 
there's the bottle 
all these swimmers peer out 
through every colour of the rainbow 
not to light of day but
some were poured straight down the sink 
the wowser on the wagon too 
has vanished in his hay 
you might have nagged yourself away 
or sighed like gnat size of a chicken
or said that one word too many 
so many camels were broken by back 
getting through needles 
many were lost in conversation 
if I give then I will have been gone 
and if I stop to hear?
kindness overcame some 
and they wept themselves
into a puddle 
you could follow 
just one train of thought 
find yourself an ocean afloat
that may have no end 
round is how the world's forever 
music has often taken us 
and there were steps to dance 
a melody's all next 
time marches 
hear the light pounding 
in chest
for a start 
some say one mosquito got me 
others in need will call a good snake 
you could be anywhere 
lost in your story 
will you come with me?
say fond
adieu 
tribes and nations 
lost in prayer 
have never been seen since 
who is it has not fallen into a sadness?
others dance well past joy 
go legless
like broken toy
some careless kid
has left in the garden
lost for words
in words 
and left for read
some are brought down with an arrow 
and many have flown too high
some began to cut their hair 
and found that they were ghosts 
some past the post 
were all on the fourth 
to win or to place 
still in the queue 
to collect today
some grew a beard till they were gone 
some fell into a screen 
laughter was a way to go 
and often recommended
down for the count 
seeing stars 
and everything was dream 
I don't believe there's a thing that's here
but wasn't dreamt up first 
it follows that I must be ink 
turn mere paper into poem 
you have found me here 
among those all are blue sky pointed
call it your own way
let's play ping pong 
then we can sit 
pot of tea?
you could vanish anywhere 
I choose the garden 
won't you down tools 
just be with me? 
let's just cast 
an eye about 
let's sit still 
for a while
 
this is a pretty rambly first draft for what I think should be a core piece for ataraxia
ReplyDelete(and possibly also a link piece to philosophy of table tennis ... the ping pong table being in the centre of the garden)...
probably it's one of those ones that needs to get longer before it gets shorted but that definitely needs to get shorter in the end
Good choice this garden of yours.
ReplyDeleteVery pleasant to read, but I suspect in the end it has to be shortened exactly as you already thought of doing.
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